Wednesday, November 13, 2013

notes from the front







“As soon as the TAZ (Temporary Autonomous Zone) is named (represented, mediated), it must vanish, it will vanish, leaving behind an empty husk.” ~ Hakim Bey  

I

sleeping on stone
the very bone permeated by earthen chill
even through layers
and layers
we celebrate the Awakening
long overdue

eyes open
4 am hike to mcdonald’s
incidental corporate sponsor
of the new Revolution
providing the only Free bathrooms
for the masses
then back to cold comfort
and middle of the night discussions
of Transformation and Insurgency
and Peaceful Revolt

the Spring of our Passion
Zings among the glass-walled canyons
reverberates through the subconscious
of the never sleeping City
and pierces the Morning
of the american fall
sunlight now slanting
through the sheltering trees
of Liberty Square

it’s about Time!
recognized by so Many
with Hope barely remembered
magnified by People and People and People
it’s about Time!
says a note paper-clipped
to the shirt pocket
of a middle class businessman
it’s about Time!
witness the pink and golden and chocolate
surging crowds diverted by police
but honking waving
flashing the Peace sign
Today! Again! Now!

the Revolution may not be televised
but it is Tweeted and Facebooked and Yootoobed
the ethos of a new generation
filling the ether untapped
unavailable to earlier uprisings
stories unfiltered
by the mechanized press
who spin subversion of the subverters
but barricades will not stop
this Truth!

the Voices of the Future
are raised in defense of this country
and the World
and the planet
a chorus swelling
as they capture the imagination
of Lost generations
searching for the way Home
to America


II

early morning sunlight falls in bars
between the endless march
of buildings
not yet touching numberless bodies
stretched out on stone
patchwork quilt
of homeless by choice
layers of desires
ribbons of ethos
woven together in a random palette
brighter than the massed fall flowers
planted before
this was the People’s Park

are you ok?
do you need anything?
Blankets? Coffee? Food?
sun slanting in
the children awaken
the business of the city’s day
clashing and pounding
in ears still buzzing
from late night speeches
endless earnest discussions
only stilled as one by one
we were called into the arms
of deathlike sleep

line for the bathroom
micky d’s
thousands and thousands served
corporation facilitating
the anti-corporate State
of Affairs
alive and well in Liberty Square

but not without a bathroom

thus are we still hostage
to random industrial consciousness
in spite of All not expecting
the midnight sweeps
feral policemen
clothed in nightmare
our numbers swollen
by the chronic homeless seeking food
hungry ghosts
bound
to cockroach night streets
bound
by the web of no Change
(spare change is never enough)

there is a Silence deeper than No Sound
of dreams unspoken
Rights unclaimed
the Sound of Fear
and a Despair so fathomless
the Spirit withers Dark

but the Rising Sun is a bell
and we are the Vibration
sounding the end
sounding the end
sounding the end
of what?


III

we came from aging hipsters
not dead yet
of our own furies and excesses
not broken
by lies and betrayals
nor fooled by the false rationality
of the deniers of history

from the youth of the post-hip
generation of anomist wanderers
not mainlining Internet
or lost in the mazes
of electronic journeys and virtual slaughters

from the children
for whom Community is an archaic dream
vanished into the mythology
of ancient storytellers

from the Vast heartland
bewildered by the world collapsing
around us
to the tune of consumerist jingles
urging the celebration
of the new Terrorist Epoch
with shopping sprees funded
by phantom employment
as the homes we thought we owned
disappeared into the pockets
of those who wrote the fine print
at the bottom of the Social Contract
that we must have forgotten to read


we created a space
of Absolute Freedom
temporary but Joyous
high on the power of immediate and unfiltered
Words and Ideas given life
by the voices of thousands
amplified by the Voice of us All

we came to the library at Liberty Square
the loaded tables helter skelter
grubby hands greedy minds
starving to share
hungry to inhale understanding
and excrete the madness
of Lost generations
become Avatars in the new millennium
conduits of Justice Truth & Law
only Dreamed on this Stolen continent
offering bodies like cordwood
to Fire the New Revolution
                 
but would we truly choose to die
for the sins of our father’s gullibility
who bought into the Enlightenment
daydream
the Perfectibility of Humankind?
would we be shot down in the street
if it comes to that
for delusions of possible equality
illusions of polity
in a world where the Good Life
always comes at someone else’s expense
where the fortunate bless the Dawn
from the aching shoulders
of the unremembered?

where are the Poets
of this Massive Undertaking?
where are the street corner ranters?
the singers of anthems?
the criers of Outrage?
the voices of those who labour
unrelentingly
not only for themselves
but for All whose Rights must be protected?

the library is torn now and scattered
dispersed and destroyed
by thieves of Wisdom
pickpockets of Compassion
twisters perverters of Revelation
imprisoners of Inspiration
deathdealers evildoers
storm troopers
hidden behind Kevlar
and automatic weapons
enacting the Will
of those who spin definitions
filter Reality and sanitize dissent
for whom ambivalence is Weakness
selflessness is for chumps
and respect is reserved for the Victors

leaving the artists the children the losers
the madmen and the dreamers
to seed the outskirts of civilization
with poetry & revolution
Wild new growth sprouting
from cracks in the sidewalk
overtaking blank city blocks of street shoes
oxford cloth
flannel and pinstripe
the indefinable anarchic masses
insistent on the diffuse Ideal
the Unexplained
continually Explored
Uncomfortable bed of political nails
that will never let us Sleep


* published in the 2013 Special Edition of Napalm Health Spa: Long Poem Masterpieces of the PostBeats


Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Pamela Twining - Live poetry reading - Harmony Cafe - Woodstock, NY - S...

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Tuesday, December 18, 2012

suffer the children



i remember a quiet kid
a soft-spoken young man
sitting by the door
as if waiting to escape
to drift like smoke into the atmosphere
disperse unremarked
into the oblivion of years

no one knew him
least of all his mom
he liked it that way
life unfolded
sufficient unto the day
but, o!
sometimes he must have felt
lonely

or is that just
a neurotypical assumption?
maybe the world was grey
like prozac dreams
maybe the ocean’s roar
and maelstrom
filled his waking mind
maybe sleep eluded him
for endless days and nights
rat race wheels of nightmare
loops of disappointment
shunnings
taunts and snubs

where was the edge of the cliff
nobody saw?
lost in mists of preconception
preoccupation boredom
lack of caring
the rocks kicked loose
kicked loose
began to tumble down the Steep
rumbling avalanche
a crashing downpour
unstoppable now

did he wake up that day
just Knowing it was Time?
or were all the weapons loaded
placed lovingly in cases
awaiting their awful destiny
clean bright
and ready to serve

the sense of hand upon cold steel
no questions here
the ritual of preparation
oil and cloth and load
always the same
comforting and holy
like prayer
the sharp scent of striving
for something
unknown
even to himself

such a short journey
from idea to action
no time
for those who had never Seen him
to recognize his fell intent
no time
for the lovingly nurtured butterflies
to fly away home
no time
for the last prayers of innocence
to pass the lips
of those whose breath
would not come forth again

and in the end
no time for him
whose story was never told
a boy whom no one knew
yet all will remember
the name
written in the indelible stains
of infant blood upon the floor
the empty beds unopened presents
unanswered calls
before the memory floods in
of all the uninhabited futures
to come

© 2012 pamela twining

Monday, December 17, 2012

midwinter mystery



Solstice Full Moon 2010
an Enchantment in the meadow
feathery stalks of crystal
glittering boughs
not boughs
beneath our feet
coalesced in thin air
fragile as the dawn

cold stone, my seat
some other’s wish beneath me
holding space
ice heart frozen with longing
to be Home
to be Here
in the Sacred Center
awash in diamond Light
if only
for a moment

burned and black
the detritus of fires left behind
by lovers and poets
the myriad facets of the dark-breathed
Deep, the breath of caves
the breath of the flames
at the heart of the World
licking up in Memory
and Anticipation

the moon escaped the clutching branches
etched on the clear night sky
and turning her face
fled to share the morning
with Sunlight all Aglow
and yearning
Deep! O! Yearning
for solstice’s shivering completion
and the Reawakening of the Crone
as Nymph

grandmother waxes, gravid beyond her time
labouring through the long dark night
to give Birth to the new year



photo credit: Martin Liebermann
Image (C) by www.martin-liebermann.de


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

crushed pearls



                                     with Cosmic Legends, Sylvie Degiez and Wayne Lopes

The Beat



                                                                                                                                              photo by Jan Sosnowitz

there is the breath of genius in these hills
the heartbeat of the earth
retold in song
the bowl that catches golden drops
of heaven and reflects them
etched in perfect Wonder
back into the skies
the eyes
of All Love
destination unknown and uncaring
Time is of no essence
the Voices whisper secret leaf-song
scream the mighty limbs at windstorm
howl at moonlit night
pierced by stars

there is the heart and soul of genius
in these hills
the bowl is filled and emptied
filled and emptied
ineffable smoke and mists of ancient colours
antique memories silenced drums return
rising
from the cracks beneath my feet
the exhalation of the old ones
told in the beat
          the beat
     the beat

the memory of silent footsteps Rings these hills
crisp morning mountains icy cut the dawn
releasing earth honey scented live air
miasma calling me to ground
or heaven
bird and insect chatter and hum shuttered
shattered
by night’s frozen blast
frost
locks the hearts the poems the fire-lit tales
inside the Heart the hearth the home
as winter folds us
in dream-time gathering time
listening time

there is the breath of untold stories
in these hills
the songs of those never recorded
whose voices wail in nightmare sendings
whose lost tales beg in the swirling vortices
of firmament
to be told and heard and carried
farther than one bag of skin and bones
one mind

the tears and dreams and antic schemes
of this generation
as last generation
as every cohort of this oddly-begotten race
crawls then walks then runs burning brightly
flaring
and then giving up the flame
in ghostly embers
campfires in the depths of forests
no longer here

tell the tales and sing the songs
though heart break
though breath stop
though mind cease
the light the colour the sound
will always be reborn
it’s the Nature of the ever-changing
cloud dioramas
play with the palettes of the sun
the moon
wind choreographs the trees
to ghostly poetry of jazz
beat skirling past the rushing water
skipping over stones
and headlong over mossy boulder’s edge
tumbling torrent telling
of the lost ones
Listen!


© 2012 pamela twining