Saturday, April 22, 2023

Juggernaut

 





unlike jagganatha
lord of the universe
i would not accept your sacrifice
beneath my wheels
for love of me
you, who see into my heart and mind
and sometimes grant my wishes
before they’re expressed
sometimes make me call out to you in longing
before you give me
give me
ah Yes! and give me
that which you already know
is all my Wanting
i love the tides of you
that tease my toes then run away
pull back into your center
with all the energy of grandmother moon
gathering my love into yourself
you glow with light and beauty
as you come back to wash over me
ever and again
like Ocean
my love for you knows no bounds
but surges beneath all the continents
of your world
not always so diffident
i have my ways
of inspiring thirst in you
So Deep!
So Almighty Deep!
will we dive into the well of satisfaction
but never drown
becoming creatures of the water
and the night

Friday, March 3, 2023

Water Music

 


I smell water   the scent as it pours lightly but urgently, silvery, cold iron-y, wistfully yet unforgivingly from the sky onto untouched snowfields pristine expanses of sparkling Whiteness dimmed a bit by grey the rain just awaiting Sun to burst forth and set Brilliant Diamonds Blazing Flashing ice-sheathed blades of tall winter grasses, autumn-dried flowerheads faithfully encased in perfect ice jackets & slips reflecting rainbows (rainbeaux) in this newborn sun day morning 

I   I smell water   the kinda funky odor like someone left the clothes in the washer too long not Foul but not Just Right either I smell the smell of others’ laziness & disillusion an apathy anomie divorcement from the crew the gang of us the gang of US the generations now inhabiting this Mother this Earth how do you care for her with her tired eyes and her dumpy out of date dress how do you care for her no mani-pedis for Mom her chafed & reddened hands, the hard dried skin of her feet, flakiness of arms legs, her lonely back is itching fit to Bust! how do you treat the Source of You? the Reason you’re around to share the air with less obnoxious souls? she didn’t scrape you out didn’t toss you still connected to the cord into a frozen back alley dumpster in a plastic bag in the middle of a night that was too Nasty even for hookers & murderers, no passing ears to hear faint cries and so put Paid to that tiny uncared for account 

I   I smell water   that Crazy Blessing after traversing an expanse of desert so inhuman so unWatered so arid unpopulated unable to support even the smallest plants I smell Water! of which I haven’t tasted in long enough that I was pretty sure I’s Dead Three Days and my Dance has led me over this inhospitable place that hurries me onward ever onward - Go Go Go Get Outta Heah! oh No you may Not stay for even an hour a minute! each ticking second is a detraction from your Life No Go On! it’s Necessary for you to seek that which alone sustains the crux the base of Life 

    Water the clear the pure the fresh a scent unlike Any Other describe it if you can a horse an elephant or a dog can smell it from a Distance especially when deprived for long enough there’s a particular Crispness Sweetness to air verging on water a clean lambent welcoming smell saying This. Is. Home. and then you dunk your Face into the pool and Suck Inhale Encompass All That Water (not so Fast, y’ll get sick! See? Toldja!) and do it Again!