Wednesday, October 22, 2014

dinner in the boneyard




a light snow falls on the day before Gathering begins
more than a state sanctioned permission to gorge on food football family and friends
an instinct to gather and celebrate survival
the taming of the wilderness – ah, yes! there’s the rub!
celebrations of exterminations
the arrogant purposeful destruction of an indigenous race of people
in the name of Destiny and divine profit
our groaning tables weighing on the stones the bones
of the descendants of this land – “cut the bird & pass the mashed potatoes!”
what are you thankful for this year? too many things? or do you have to think hard?

the weight of betrayal sits heavy on the brow
of a celebration that should honour a communion
not built on broken promises
and the sorrows of a civilization not known or understood
convert or kill primitive slave material
driven out annihilated at the altar of Moloch!

and then here comes the new Pope, Francis
speaking words i never expected to hear from a Pope of the Catholic Church
and the conspiracy theorist in me has a million questions
why now?
why so antithetical to ratzinger? and why did ratzinger resign?
Popes don’t ever resign!
equivalent to the disgraced businessman/politician
who leaves his job to Spend More Time with his Family
but Pope Francis, Pope Frank
 the Workingman’s Pope the Champion of the Poor the Scourge of the 1%
(they must be Stammering!
  so unable to verbally abuse the Pope
  who is saying everything that must be anathema
  to the last more 40 years!)
and thinking people must Fear for him!
the trust (there is none)
is breaking between the governors and the governed
the threads unravel day by day like an old ship’s cable
rusting untwisting rotting separating from the whole the body politic  
turning back on Moloch has ever been at one’s peril

a meal with loved ones can never pay the price of blood
but we acknowledge that the fertility of our present lives
depends on that ancient sacrifice
 the food we eat
grown in the soil of those massacres
both bitter and sweet, the fruits of our Pride
we eat and drink and laugh at the Gathering time
to celebrate the Future on the bones of our Great Fault
how to honour the lost ones?
tell the story! break the myth!
reparations are due!

what can blindness ask of us but deeper insight?




Tuesday, March 18, 2014

eschatology

                   
                         
for Barbara

I laughed at Death again today
I laughed as only Life can laugh
snatched tomorrow from the jaws
of the bone collector
burning torment music scorching veins
the Dance not done the feet still pound
the red road, swirling cosmic dust
not bound to Earth so much
as leaping flying through 
the round of days

Fell sorcerer wielding wand of endless sleep
sends Winter's Aweful minions riding Hard
down frozen corridors of time unspoken
screaming imprecations 
hooves striking blue steel sparks 
from her milkless breast
they aim to take us Down
but at last moment we dodge aside
wresting bubbling Springtime 
from the mouths of their Dreadful weapons
and chuckling rills guffawing mountains
dancing hillsides clothe themselves again
in vibrant hued defiance

creating the universe again and again
from a wisp of idea to the plunge 
over the lip of the abyss
a Thousand tiny deaths!
a Hundred Thousand!

grasping at Life like the ring 
on the merry go round
following golden promise and
Completion
I laugh at Death, not hubris
Celebration of the life and love
of this here/now
born again in every instant
Explosions among the planets
giving birth to Stars



© 2014 pamela twining

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

testament



it’s one for the ages
a hundred years a hundred times
and more
to live in memory to go forward
in the world unsheathed
in flesh
the bones of stories left under trees
eyes empty bruised with tales
that whisper in the leaves
like silk
like sandpaper
deep ache of stillness forced

silence stretched beyond bearing
No Words

who can hear anguish on the swirling squall
who can taste the gagging liquid
the honeyed phrases
truths unvarnished
cassandra’s awful words belling
in the hollows of history?

will you be known by what was not heard
remembered for no thing
celebrated in your absence
sung in nonsense syllables
slipping down the rabbit hole
of forgotten dreams?

or is that light
shining through the windows
eliminating space
collapsing orbs of consciousness
in upon each other
the variegated luminous beams
of early dawn amongst encroaching green
is that light
a rebirth that the motes will tell
in dancing dusty urgencies
everything that must be remembered?

i leave my bones
my eyes and flesh picked clean by the dakini
wrathful worms
eaters of the past
dark consumers who enable the light to shine
i leave my  words
my tempest travailed tortured musings
my golden whiffs of cosmic beauty
whatever deliberations seemed important
at the time

weightless in the afterworld
the idea of self
remembered and forgotten and remembered
the mysteries of life pulse
in the blood
and of my blood
mortals grow forth upon the land
and each is Memory and each is Spark!



© 2013 pamela twining

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

She



and eve rose from the deep
from lemuria
long lost
buried in Ocean’s terrible roar
when cities slid beneath the waves

the fire rising from the core
soft skin just broken through to life
She awakens
and Crone dissolves in last of winter’s mist
not letting go easily

but She awakens
this fire will not be denied



Wednesday, November 13, 2013

notes from the front







“As soon as the TAZ (Temporary Autonomous Zone) is named (represented, mediated), it must vanish, it will vanish, leaving behind an empty husk.” ~ Hakim Bey  

I

sleeping on stone
the very bone permeated by earthen chill
even through layers
and layers
we celebrate the Awakening
long overdue

eyes open
4 am hike to mcdonald’s
incidental corporate sponsor
of the new Revolution
providing the only Free bathrooms
for the masses
then back to cold comfort
and middle of the night discussions
of Transformation and Insurgency
and Peaceful Revolt

the Spring of our Passion
Zings among the glass-walled canyons
reverberates through the subconscious
of the never sleeping City
and pierces the Morning
of the american fall
sunlight now slanting
through the sheltering trees
of Liberty Square

it’s about Time!
recognized by so Many
with Hope barely remembered
magnified by People and People and People
it’s about Time!
says a note paper-clipped
to the shirt pocket
of a middle class businessman
it’s about Time!
witness the pink and golden and chocolate
surging crowds diverted by police
but honking waving
flashing the Peace sign
Today! Again! Now!

the Revolution may not be televised
but it is Tweeted and Facebooked and Yootoobed
the ethos of a new generation
filling the ether untapped
unavailable to earlier uprisings
stories unfiltered
by the mechanized press
who spin subversion of the subverters
but barricades will not stop
this Truth!

the Voices of the Future
are raised in defense of this country
and the World
and the planet
a chorus swelling
as they capture the imagination
of Lost generations
searching for the way Home
to America


II

early morning sunlight falls in bars
between the endless march
of buildings
not yet touching numberless bodies
stretched out on stone
patchwork quilt
of homeless by choice
layers of desires
ribbons of ethos
woven together in a random palette
brighter than the massed fall flowers
planted before
this was the People’s Park

are you ok?
do you need anything?
Blankets? Coffee? Food?
sun slanting in
the children awaken
the business of the city’s day
clashing and pounding
in ears still buzzing
from late night speeches
endless earnest discussions
only stilled as one by one
we were called into the arms
of deathlike sleep

line for the bathroom
micky d’s
thousands and thousands served
corporation facilitating
the anti-corporate State
of Affairs
alive and well in Liberty Square

but not without a bathroom

thus are we still hostage
to random industrial consciousness
in spite of All not expecting
the midnight sweeps
feral policemen
clothed in nightmare
our numbers swollen
by the chronic homeless seeking food
hungry ghosts
bound
to cockroach night streets
bound
by the web of no Change
(spare change is never enough)

there is a Silence deeper than No Sound
of dreams unspoken
Rights unclaimed
the Sound of Fear
and a Despair so fathomless
the Spirit withers Dark

but the Rising Sun is a bell
and we are the Vibration
sounding the end
sounding the end
sounding the end
of what?


III

we came from aging hipsters
not dead yet
of our own furies and excesses
not broken
by lies and betrayals
nor fooled by the false rationality
of the deniers of history

from the youth of the post-hip
generation of anomist wanderers
not mainlining Internet
or lost in the mazes
of electronic journeys and virtual slaughters

from the children
for whom Community is an archaic dream
vanished into the mythology
of ancient storytellers

from the Vast heartland
bewildered by the world collapsing
around us
to the tune of consumerist jingles
urging the celebration
of the new Terrorist Epoch
with shopping sprees funded
by phantom employment
as the homes we thought we owned
disappeared into the pockets
of those who wrote the fine print
at the bottom of the Social Contract
that we must have forgotten to read


we created a space
of Absolute Freedom
temporary but Joyous
high on the power of immediate and unfiltered
Words and Ideas given life
by the voices of thousands
amplified by the Voice of us All

we came to the library at Liberty Square
the loaded tables helter skelter
grubby hands greedy minds
starving to share
hungry to inhale understanding
and excrete the madness
of Lost generations
become Avatars in the new millennium
conduits of Justice Truth & Law
only Dreamed on this Stolen continent
offering bodies like cordwood
to Fire the New Revolution
                 
but would we truly choose to die
for the sins of our father’s gullibility
who bought into the Enlightenment
daydream
the Perfectibility of Humankind?
would we be shot down in the street
if it comes to that
for delusions of possible equality
illusions of polity
in a world where the Good Life
always comes at someone else’s expense
where the fortunate bless the Dawn
from the aching shoulders
of the unremembered?

where are the Poets
of this Massive Undertaking?
where are the street corner ranters?
the singers of anthems?
the criers of Outrage?
the voices of those who labour
unrelentingly
not only for themselves
but for All whose Rights must be protected?

the library is torn now and scattered
dispersed and destroyed
by thieves of Wisdom
pickpockets of Compassion
twisters perverters of Revelation
imprisoners of Inspiration
deathdealers evildoers
storm troopers
hidden behind Kevlar
and automatic weapons
enacting the Will
of those who spin definitions
filter Reality and sanitize dissent
for whom ambivalence is Weakness
selflessness is for chumps
and respect is reserved for the Victors

leaving the artists the children the losers
the madmen and the dreamers
to seed the outskirts of civilization
with poetry & revolution
Wild new growth sprouting
from cracks in the sidewalk
overtaking blank city blocks of street shoes
oxford cloth
flannel and pinstripe
the indefinable anarchic masses
insistent on the diffuse Ideal
the Unexplained
continually Explored
Uncomfortable bed of political nails
that will never let us Sleep


* published in the 2013 Special Edition of Napalm Health Spa: Long Poem Masterpieces of the PostBeats


Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Pamela Twining - Live poetry reading - Harmony Cafe - Woodstock, NY - S...

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